I’m just a teenage girl that maybe wants to be a boy in a band and write songs about a love I’ve never felt. My favourite colour is blue and I love My Chemical Romance. I don’t trust anyone I’ve met in person, and I have some issues.
I like to read books and immerse myself in any kind of alternate world. I have a good life, but I’m still not happy and I hate myself for being so selfish.
I’m attracted to people like myself, and maybe I’m a bit of a narcissist like that, but also to people incredibly different. I seem to like people for who they are, and not what they look like, which can sometimes be annoying for reasons unknown to myself.
It’s a fine possibility that I have BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder). And this makes it difficult for me to hold down any kind of stable relationship with anything that resembles a human being. I should probably get my mental health checked out, but I fear I will choke on my pride upon swallowing it.
Overall I can come across a pretty shitty, depressing, unstable individual. But I can be a good person, you just need a lot of patience to be able to see it.